How could this happen again?
I keep losing you to boys. And the same boys. I have you back to your normal, drama free, crazy self for a week, and then your in another relationship. And from there on out, its drama. ALL THE TIME.
I hate seeing you hurt, which is why I hate being around everything now. And that is why I have removed myself from everything. I dont want to be around it, and its sad to say that these past few weeks where we’ve distanced a lot, have been really good for me. I’ve had no drama around me, no worries about anything. I have spent so much time with new and different friends and have really started to enjoy, what should have already been, an amazing senior year.
We’ve come so far as best friends and sisters, and you make me promises and tell me things all the time, and i find out they’re lies, and those promises become broken.
Who are you? I dont even know anymore. All I do know is, I wish you never met Cory or Eli. Or i wish you would just meet new people. SOMETHING! Something to get you away from the drama, because you are obviously blinded by how much it effects your friends and family.
I could go on for days about this matter, but im done crying over this “friendship”. Im done wasting my time, and breath on something that is never going to change with you. Obviously you’re friends arnt enough. Without a boy in your life, your not happy. So thanks. Thank you for lying to me, breaking promises, hiding the truth, and most of all, ruining our friendship.
I never thought this day would come.
